Its OKAY To Not Be OKAY...

The world is quite a strange place right now. To be honest, the down time is something a lot of us did not know we even needed. But how much down time is too much?

I’m the type of woman who flourishes off of staying busy. I like to work a lot of hours because I am about my money honey! I have a job in aviation which I love that allows me to have great opportunities. Lets just say that since March, My hours have been cut significantly. I am starting to struggle with this.

It started of well! I gave myself goals and things to do to stay busy at home. Made a cleaning schedule, started studying a new language. Decided to brush up my vocal chords and actually play my piano, get my youtube channel back up and running, and even started a consistent work out routine. At this point I have organized everything in my house and even designed accent walls.

HONESTLY. I AM TIRED. I am stressed out about the future and my job security. I have cabin fever. I don’t suffer from depression, but I can imagine that it goes something like this. It has been almost a solid two weeks that I have done nothing. I have come to terms with the fact that sometimes doing nothing is okay. I doubt anyone will even see this blog but, this is my way of picking myself back up. It’s okay to not be okay sometimes. This too shall pass!